30/9/09

dearest blog,
something happened in dept today which keep running thru my mind....

the story goes:
the nite staff passed a case to me which stated PSY with suicidal tots (she nearly jump last nite according to the son). i transfered this pt with her son to the CC area and inform the staff there to noted this case... half an hour later, the pt walked out of the CC area without her son to the Reception area (the area where ambulance bought in cases)where i was station at. I dunno what came into my mind at this point when i stopped her... she pushed me away and started to run down the slope. i gave chase... despite she is 3x bigger my side, luckily for me, Yap( PCA, Male) and her son came to my rescue....

we struggled with her for 30mins under the hot sun at the slope... given her strength, wat worried me most is the outcome if either one of us rolled down the slope... i cant take it anymore, i ordered Yap to bring a trolley with restrainers and manpower as i cant possible leave yap( male) with a female pt.

When the trolley came, she started to crying again... i dunno if i make the correct decision with the trolley n restrainers! but somehow or rather, we manage to carry her to the trolley and pin her down and was restrained. During this period, i was grabbed by her by the collar, but managed to pull away before something happened.

After we transfer her back to CC, we went for our break, Yap, ong and me... it was then i realise that i sustrain cuts to my fingers while handling her... but was rather happy that we managed her...

Nevertheless, one life saved!!! i happened to the one to transfer her to IMH... with yap.. luckily for us, she has calm down but she does not know that she is going IMH... what happened if she know where she is now?

Some questions that present in my mind now...
*what will happened if she run across the busy road???
*what happened if i didnt stopped her???
*wat happened if someone rolled down the slope??
*what happened if she get to know her whereabout?

serious decision

dearest blog,

i had make a serious decision in my life that is to accept aeron dear dear's propose. I will be having my ROM on the 27/9/o9. All these while with him has been a wonderful one. with him around, everything seem to be so nice... Am i ready for it? i think.. i guess... i am...

Gown.. venue.. rings.. families.. friends.. decorations..

everything little small things has been place into consideration..

long hours of internets and phones searching.. tired me out every single day..

Many thanks to have you by my side to guide and accompany me..

i believe our ROM will be a great one..

alrite as for now, ROM aside.. Assignment is due on the 14/4/09.. gotta rush again..