~My worries~SJAB, PRCP, Workin life

Everyone in this world has their own worries.. of cos, i am not excluded in this area too..
This year is indeed going to be a tough yr for me.. challenging in fact..

~Counting down the days to PRCP..~1 mth plus left!~
1. Dunno where school will post me to for PRCP?
2.which Ward?
3.who is my Preceptor?
4. where will the rest of them(my attachment mates) go? all separated?
5. Will i be able to cope well in PRCP?
6. What will my future be? i want to go into education line.. be a CI?

~SJAB~
1.corp?
-->Got promoted last year to zone staff officer G5 but seem like got to hold on the corp until this current batch of trainees successfully make it as officers.. (i dun seem to enjoy corps stuff anymore!)

2.Zone? 2 depts to look into (education and nursing dept)
--> Education
seem to be more relax compare to welfare.. BUT, can u feel trouble is on the way? CPR cum AED for TIC & officers is on the 24/3/07.. nutting is out yet.. this is suppose to be head by education(me) n medical(hui) but we got no time to do! to make thing worse! it is highlight in the zone calander.. well, shall keep our fingers cross this time round.. ~praying in the process~

--> Nursing
This yr nursing board is out for challenge! y do i say that? cos we are targetting on non-sjab members to attend home nursing courses conducted by various nurses in my zone(well, i cant escape in here too) Not just Non sjab members but also our own members and TICs
~WAY TO GO~

3. OTC 2007(starting in 11/3/07)
-->Back to help out in OTC this yr again(4th yr), taken up the post of welfare & safety officer and group instructor..

--> As a welfare & safety officer, i need to look into the welfare n safety of the trainees and officers! Birthday surprise? well, i am task to do it.. so pls be prepare.. i will be up to no good de.. haha.. just wait to see!

--> Group instructor? Yes! something which i want to be.. someone who guide and lead the future leaders in sjab..
~remember last yr i failed 3 of my trainees in hotel, i too feel guilty about it... but i rather i fail them myself than let them do something funny n stupid in SJAB..~

4. Footdrill Drill Instructor course?
--> wait a min! i am going as a trainee this time round, it is going to be conducted by SAF in june but seem i like i got problem in attending this course due to time constrain! june alr in green, how to get leave for all sat? If i didnt go, i dun want to be the only one without FDI badge! get it!

~Working Life?~
--> entering the real working life in 4 mths time.. will i be able to handle or take it? i dunno.. this is a common question in our head rite now.. why i feel scare and excited? well, the reason is simple: my job got to do with life n death of ppl..cant afford to make any mistake, so can u feel the pressure that i am facing? or am i giving myself too much pressure? but i strongly believe that only pressure can push ppl to perform their very best..


Everything seem to be in a mess right now.. cant really put into words to stAte all out.. SJAB, PRCP and entering into SGH(working life) seem to be a big question for this year.. 3 areas which i cant afford to lose out or give up. However, these 3 areas are happening at the same time.. Haiz.. at time i really feel tired..

IF THERE IS GUANDIAN ANGEL, WHERE IS MINE?