EiLeEn Is In pAIn!!!!!!!

dear blog..
i am now currently in pain.. the LA went off in a couple of hours ago.. the pain is so unbearable.. but i know if i dun remove it.. more trouble will come.. the wisdom tooth definitely hurt more than this if i dun remove it..

help... help.. i need more LA...arggggg....

how i wish that you can beside me rite now.. under ur care, i believe the pain will be lesser.. where are you? pls come back to me.. i really need you by my side now..

11/1/08

dearest blog,
how do u spent ur 31/12/07? a common question which i faced and asked alot of my friends.. this year i miss the crowds, the countin down in town and the full 10 mins fireworks. Not because i dun want to go but is that i got to work the nite shift. Was kinda of disappointed and sad, not the just that got to work but the bad memories of 31/12/06 flow into my mind.. watever it is, it has alr past.. wat can i say or do..

1/1/08 is my sleepin day, instead of going home to sleep.. thanks for accompany me to sentosa... i really love the beach .. lying there, sun tannin, chatting, ppl watch and more.. so much of tiredness are forgotten.. let do it again.. hahaha

plan for 2008?
1. complete my basic ecg course (one of the 10 selected in the dept to attend)
2. triage course(hope to complete by this year)
3. spent more time with long lost friends
4. save and earn more money for my degree (plannin in progress)

alrite.. shall stop here le..
gotta go wash up to go out..

signin out
eileen

nov 2007

dearest blog,

counting down the no. of days to dec.. cant wait for the calander to turn to 2 dec 2007 as it will be the day i am going genting with u, grandpa chen and Yuan jie.. cant wait to leave this place..

For me, life has not longer be fun anymore... work, sleep and eat.. nothing special unlike school days.. always lookin forward to off days when i can enjoy going out with u and the rest.. went to watch the "born to bee wild" with u, the father bee told the younger bee who has just grad from the school to choose his job carefully as once he choose, it will be a life time job.. it seem so for many of us in singapore... do i really choose the rite job? i like my working place but if i were to work there for my rest of my life.. will i be able to do it? i really dunno... maybe if i got a family to take care in future, i will learn from my seniors... to transfer to other dept like the SOC.. where i can work office hours.. and can have weekend off... cool rite?

after workin in the dept for the past 5 mths.. i know just having diploma is not enough.. therefore, i intend to take up part time degree next year with rong rong as we need to gain working experience first.. talk to u last nite, thanks for the support! i know u wont reject me in that de cos u always encourage me to study.. wee.. so happy!!!

not in the very good mood recently as i get to know that the PSP that my bro, leeson, borrowed from us has been stolen... i admit that i am both angry and disappointed...
angry--> cos everything inside is gone.. all the hard work that u make for me.. is all gone..
--> my bro lie to me that it is still in the house when it has alr kanna stolen in school.. he dare not tell us as he know that we will scold him..

disappointed --> disappointed with my bro in all his action.. i know he will pay us back a new set with his money but... everything wont be the same anymore.. dun he understand?

i know how u feel that night when u sms me... i do have the same feeling even until now.. so much that i keep cryin even with u ard me.. it really hurt me badly.. i promise not to lend it to my bro anymore... that it.. no using our PSP from now onward!

ur birthday is coming soon really dunno what to get u this year.. haiz... so headache..

superwoman?

dearest blog,
August is coming to the end soon, my checklist is yet to complete! how? everyday is busy, where got the time for us to get sisters to ascess us? they always not around!!! watever la.. still got sept to do it.. hope to finish it soon.. cant help thinking about it...

wat am i doing here? wait a min, i am not on MC but on nite shift today so it still kinda of early to go out now.. will get myself prepare later ba and will meet u for dinner before i go work.. that the promise rite? Talkin about nite shift, thank god sue is willingly to change with me.. that will allow me to have my weekend off.. haha..

but is that really off day for me?
1.wed to thur( 9-7.30)
2.thur-fri(9-7.30)
3.but fri, i promise to go collect ur new car at ubi.. then later in the evening got family photo taking at IMM.. then to work till Sat(9- 7.30)
4. Sat after work got zone 6 presentation day training at BHSS...

omg.. can i take it?
well,i am still young! go for it:)

super xin

MC.. gastric pro?

Dear blog..
why am i doing at home at this moment when i know i am suppose to be on morning shift? haha.. tha answer can only be one! i am on MC!!! had a terrible nite yesterday.. diarrhoea, vomittin and stomache.. all come at the same time.. hardly had enough sleep therefore decided to see a doc.. but the doc say is gastric problem? how can that be? well, watever it is, just grab this day to have a good rest..

hey hey hey, i didnt forget u! thanks for accompanyin me to the doc today.. really touched but is it due to the food that we ate yesterday? if so how come i get it only.. the rest of u guys didnt??? arrg...

NDP is coming... fireworks will be the highlight of the day.. anyone interested to catch it with me????

~sick xin~

Dearest blog,
it has been a long time since i last update on you..

~work~
my appeal has successfully approved on the 9/7/07 by ADN mdm tan.. thanks for listening to me and understand me..i will not let you down and will move towards my aim and goals.. once again many thanks to all the followin who are there for me at that period of painful time..
1. Aeron (thanks for lending me your shoulder.. oops.. i wet your shirt? sorrie...)
2. Qing Wei (thanks for lending me your hearin ear)
3. Hema, Sara, Xuan and latha (thanks for being there for me)

by the way, i have alr change into scub suit just like the staff in DEM.. everyday is a challenging day but life is really weak i could say.. pls do enjoy every moment.. :)

~grad~
yes yes yes... i grad from NYP le.. that day was a tiring day as i got work in the morning.. it was kinda of silly as i could see alot of us has alr fallen asleep due to the tired long day at work but wat to do.. we are being paid!!!! do take a look at my pic...

signing out
SN eileen ng

everything is coming...

Dearest blog,

i cant really describe my feeling to u rite now.. everything seem to be very tense up! izzit because 18 june 07 and 4 july 07 are coming? i know there are many supporters behind me but i have to go thru it myself.. be strong Eileen!

18 june 07 will be the day i am going to dress up in green uniform and to report to SGH.. and it is just one more week away from now.. will i be able to cope? i guess i will only get to know this answer when i start work.. really hope to get into DEM dept! **will get to know on the first day of work**

4 july 07 will be the day i am going to grad from NYP with my grad. gown on.. cool izzit? everyone has been looking forward for this very day.. haha..**excited mode**

anyway, i had dye my hair.. no longer black.. well, will have to stop SJAB activities for the time being due to hair colour.. haha.. what type of officer am i?

signing out..
eileen