dept is no longer the same?

dearest blog,

finally finish my nite for this week, which mean my AL is coming.. hurray! one week break from work.. haha... Nowadays after CNY, dept is no longer a fun place to be at.. more and more pt comin in and staffs among each others are quarreling over small issue as more demands from the heads and public!

one incident: i am the P3 nurse on the last nite, the doc assigned to me is good but kinda of slow as he really go into detail of his pt, i am not saying that he is wrong but the waiting time is far to long for the P3... THE CLOCK WAS SHOWING 3 O'CLOCK AND THE 12 O'CLOCK PT WAS NOT SEEN YET! of cos, i will be stress! can u imagine the pt outside the waiting area questioning u! and worse, that nite, one of the regular is back! making a fool of himself, shouting and screamin at me! not only that, i really wonder when is the last time he had himself shower!

alrite back to the story, (pls bear in mind that the person i had quarrelled with is not the doc), as we all know that once we merge the P3 cases into the critical care, no number will be issue to the pt, but the P3 nurse or the doc himself will come out to the waiting area to call the pt into the critical care. THE PROBLEM IS: the P3 nurse is not the first person to see the pt, is the triage nurse outside! that nite,as usual, i went to called the pt 1 but there is no response from him.. so i called pt 2.. (when the P3 nurse called the pt, there is no reply, the next pt will be called and a try again call will be done later for the missed pt(3x only)) The next thing i know, the triage nurse stormed in and shouted into my face "U dun anyhow write no response! pt is outside sleeping and he is scolding me outside!" i, wasnt in the good mood after hearing it, shouted back at her that "how i know if he is sleeping or not! i did my job by calling him."

no point quarrellin with her(SEN) BUT I CAN TELL U, MY FACE IS DAMN BLACK THAN THE CHARCOAL.. i walked away.. from where i am standing, i could still hear her complaining to another staff nurse, haha... she must be insane! whoever hear, of cos, support me la! pt sleeping also not my fault.. i did went out to called him and worse, the doc himself is the one to write NR and called the pt too..

anyway, when my partner is back from her break, she quietly ask me wat happen and i told her, she is shocked to see me in this manner, usually i always appear with a smile on my face but that nite is as black as charcoal... ( both she and her are good friends) after telling her, i feel better!

the next moment, i know she came to say sorry to me! i was shocked but i told her is ok.. i walked away as i still need sometime off..

second story..
our senior sister is now lying on the hospital bed, fighting against cancer cells and pain from the fracture! she had a fall in the dept and then she found out that she had ca breast.. it is so hard for everyone of us to take it.. when we visited her yesterday, she could not even sit up straight! just 2 mths ago, she is standing there, teaching us Basic ECG, but now?

my heart really goes out to her, unlike the other sisters, she is one that i really respect as she really put herself in the junior shoes to think and work things out with us...

To Sister Teo,
may god and health be with u again! we really missed ur laughter in the dept and the motivation that you always had in u to keep us going..Pls PLs pLs.. get well soon!!!

wedding on the 8/3/08

Dearest blog,

Our Chong LiLi is finally married on the 8 of march this year! so surprise when i first receive the invitation card. They used to say that "Ai Ya, where got so fast".. haha, now we know they want to give all of us a surprise. anyway, the whole group of us(the SJAB) were late as that day was our zone 6 first aid com! Well, she too, from sjab, so she knew that sjab ppl from our side wont be early anyway. haha..

MAY HAPPINESS BE WITH U AND LAO DA FOREVER.. CHEERS!

coming up next this year, will have 2 more wedding!
1. alan and his future wife^sorri,cant remember her name^(oct)
2.mary and lao lao da (nov)

EiLeEn Is In pAIn!!!!!!!

dear blog..
i am now currently in pain.. the LA went off in a couple of hours ago.. the pain is so unbearable.. but i know if i dun remove it.. more trouble will come.. the wisdom tooth definitely hurt more than this if i dun remove it..

help... help.. i need more LA...arggggg....

how i wish that you can beside me rite now.. under ur care, i believe the pain will be lesser.. where are you? pls come back to me.. i really need you by my side now..

11/1/08

dearest blog,
how do u spent ur 31/12/07? a common question which i faced and asked alot of my friends.. this year i miss the crowds, the countin down in town and the full 10 mins fireworks. Not because i dun want to go but is that i got to work the nite shift. Was kinda of disappointed and sad, not the just that got to work but the bad memories of 31/12/06 flow into my mind.. watever it is, it has alr past.. wat can i say or do..

1/1/08 is my sleepin day, instead of going home to sleep.. thanks for accompany me to sentosa... i really love the beach .. lying there, sun tannin, chatting, ppl watch and more.. so much of tiredness are forgotten.. let do it again.. hahaha

plan for 2008?
1. complete my basic ecg course (one of the 10 selected in the dept to attend)
2. triage course(hope to complete by this year)
3. spent more time with long lost friends
4. save and earn more money for my degree (plannin in progress)

alrite.. shall stop here le..
gotta go wash up to go out..

signin out
eileen

nov 2007

dearest blog,

counting down the no. of days to dec.. cant wait for the calander to turn to 2 dec 2007 as it will be the day i am going genting with u, grandpa chen and Yuan jie.. cant wait to leave this place..

For me, life has not longer be fun anymore... work, sleep and eat.. nothing special unlike school days.. always lookin forward to off days when i can enjoy going out with u and the rest.. went to watch the "born to bee wild" with u, the father bee told the younger bee who has just grad from the school to choose his job carefully as once he choose, it will be a life time job.. it seem so for many of us in singapore... do i really choose the rite job? i like my working place but if i were to work there for my rest of my life.. will i be able to do it? i really dunno... maybe if i got a family to take care in future, i will learn from my seniors... to transfer to other dept like the SOC.. where i can work office hours.. and can have weekend off... cool rite?

after workin in the dept for the past 5 mths.. i know just having diploma is not enough.. therefore, i intend to take up part time degree next year with rong rong as we need to gain working experience first.. talk to u last nite, thanks for the support! i know u wont reject me in that de cos u always encourage me to study.. wee.. so happy!!!

not in the very good mood recently as i get to know that the PSP that my bro, leeson, borrowed from us has been stolen... i admit that i am both angry and disappointed...
angry--> cos everything inside is gone.. all the hard work that u make for me.. is all gone..
--> my bro lie to me that it is still in the house when it has alr kanna stolen in school.. he dare not tell us as he know that we will scold him..

disappointed --> disappointed with my bro in all his action.. i know he will pay us back a new set with his money but... everything wont be the same anymore.. dun he understand?

i know how u feel that night when u sms me... i do have the same feeling even until now.. so much that i keep cryin even with u ard me.. it really hurt me badly.. i promise not to lend it to my bro anymore... that it.. no using our PSP from now onward!

ur birthday is coming soon really dunno what to get u this year.. haiz... so headache..

superwoman?

dearest blog,
August is coming to the end soon, my checklist is yet to complete! how? everyday is busy, where got the time for us to get sisters to ascess us? they always not around!!! watever la.. still got sept to do it.. hope to finish it soon.. cant help thinking about it...

wat am i doing here? wait a min, i am not on MC but on nite shift today so it still kinda of early to go out now.. will get myself prepare later ba and will meet u for dinner before i go work.. that the promise rite? Talkin about nite shift, thank god sue is willingly to change with me.. that will allow me to have my weekend off.. haha..

but is that really off day for me?
1.wed to thur( 9-7.30)
2.thur-fri(9-7.30)
3.but fri, i promise to go collect ur new car at ubi.. then later in the evening got family photo taking at IMM.. then to work till Sat(9- 7.30)
4. Sat after work got zone 6 presentation day training at BHSS...

omg.. can i take it?
well,i am still young! go for it:)

super xin

MC.. gastric pro?

Dear blog..
why am i doing at home at this moment when i know i am suppose to be on morning shift? haha.. tha answer can only be one! i am on MC!!! had a terrible nite yesterday.. diarrhoea, vomittin and stomache.. all come at the same time.. hardly had enough sleep therefore decided to see a doc.. but the doc say is gastric problem? how can that be? well, watever it is, just grab this day to have a good rest..

hey hey hey, i didnt forget u! thanks for accompanyin me to the doc today.. really touched but is it due to the food that we ate yesterday? if so how come i get it only.. the rest of u guys didnt??? arrg...

NDP is coming... fireworks will be the highlight of the day.. anyone interested to catch it with me????

~sick xin~