30/9/09

dearest blog,
something happened in dept today which keep running thru my mind....

the story goes:
the nite staff passed a case to me which stated PSY with suicidal tots (she nearly jump last nite according to the son). i transfered this pt with her son to the CC area and inform the staff there to noted this case... half an hour later, the pt walked out of the CC area without her son to the Reception area (the area where ambulance bought in cases)where i was station at. I dunno what came into my mind at this point when i stopped her... she pushed me away and started to run down the slope. i gave chase... despite she is 3x bigger my side, luckily for me, Yap( PCA, Male) and her son came to my rescue....

we struggled with her for 30mins under the hot sun at the slope... given her strength, wat worried me most is the outcome if either one of us rolled down the slope... i cant take it anymore, i ordered Yap to bring a trolley with restrainers and manpower as i cant possible leave yap( male) with a female pt.

When the trolley came, she started to crying again... i dunno if i make the correct decision with the trolley n restrainers! but somehow or rather, we manage to carry her to the trolley and pin her down and was restrained. During this period, i was grabbed by her by the collar, but managed to pull away before something happened.

After we transfer her back to CC, we went for our break, Yap, ong and me... it was then i realise that i sustrain cuts to my fingers while handling her... but was rather happy that we managed her...

Nevertheless, one life saved!!! i happened to the one to transfer her to IMH... with yap.. luckily for us, she has calm down but she does not know that she is going IMH... what happened if she know where she is now?

Some questions that present in my mind now...
*what will happened if she run across the busy road???
*what happened if i didnt stopped her???
*wat happened if someone rolled down the slope??
*what happened if she get to know her whereabout?

serious decision

dearest blog,

i had make a serious decision in my life that is to accept aeron dear dear's propose. I will be having my ROM on the 27/9/o9. All these while with him has been a wonderful one. with him around, everything seem to be so nice... Am i ready for it? i think.. i guess... i am...

Gown.. venue.. rings.. families.. friends.. decorations..

everything little small things has been place into consideration..

long hours of internets and phones searching.. tired me out every single day..

Many thanks to have you by my side to guide and accompany me..

i believe our ROM will be a great one..

alrite as for now, ROM aside.. Assignment is due on the 14/4/09.. gotta rush again..

happy day....

dearest blog,
i am feeling rather happy now. just gotten a letter from SIM stated that i had been accepted to the school. after a long wait, the answer is finally here!!! when kin lee told me that she received it on sat morning, my heart sank as i did not received. Maybe the postman decided to take a break and make me worry for the whole sunday... OMG!!!!

everything is going fine and stable now.. it will be and it MUST be as i cant afford to lost!

...triage course...
the test will be this coming thursday in dept.. i know it will be a sure pass test but i want to be one of the best scorer in the class... oh ya.. sn yan ping is also in the class but due to 1 day mc she took during the course day, she is OOC.. poor ger, she has to join the next batch of class.. way to go ger!!!!

...taiwan trip...
my taiwan trip will be on the 17 nov 2008 which is 6 more days from now!! so excited!! it is a short trip but i am sure we will enjoy it. hee.... are u excited too??? well, we will be back in time to celebrate ur birthday in singapore with ur piggy friends.. i already "book" them on that day and going to book the dinner place this friday.. all these will be all handle by me.. hee.. just cant wait to see the shock face of urself... cheers...

gtg... got a date with my hairdresser today..

kingfisher exercise 2008 and triage course

tmr will be the day for the kingfisher exercise 2008. this is the first time i am involve in this big event for the SGH. yes! Not everyone in the dept is involved! not only we had to accept the normal regular pt that we receiced everyday but also another 200+ pt from NUS,NYP and the acting personnal of the public.

everyone is so excited about it.. cant help it.. however, i still on MC till today. received many concern calls as i am holding one of the big post tmr which required me to be around. but can i hold up to it? still having the irritating headache this morning.. it just come and goes... what should i do???

after missing from work for 2 days. i also received a good news that i am involved in the upcoming triage course that i always looking forward to it. Really cant wait to go for it... best of all, alot of my buddies are selected too, such as SN Ong S.W and SN Chan K. L.. but is Sn Wu Y.P involved? i hope she is.. if so.. then it will be even cool... hahaha....

really looking forward to tmr. hopefully, it is a good day..

cheers
eileen

a patient tot..

dearest blog..
i should be working morning shift rite now if the headache does not occur yesterday during afternoon shift. The pain that i had was so severe that my tears just roll down my cheeks. Wanna endure to the end of the shift till i can go home to rest, however, yan ping who knew wat happen, took my employee card to register.

lying on the trolley, now i know how my patients feel. very pain of the headache+ a bit of discomfort due to the trolley(unlike our bed) + kinda of pai sai. Although i know they will bring me to the obs ward like all pt, i did not expect them to push me around the dept like wat they did to me yesterday, oh boy, it is really pai sai.. will get back to others who ill treat me yesterday but not forgetting the good ones.

i was suppose to be obs for 1 hr after the med but i vomitted out, therefore, was given IM stemetil instead. Ouch, THE JAB IS ON THE BUTT!!! but thanks to the jab, i am able to be discharge. haha.. wat a experience i had.

but i really wish not to lie down on that trolley again...

many thanks to those who took care of me esp U.. who always be there for me when i need u.. :)

eileen

a cry of joy, angry and tiredness

dearest blog,
one good news to share with everyone out there!!!!
i have been promoted to Staff Nurse 1 with the effect of 1 july 2008... so proud of it.. and best of all i am one of the few that too the promotion letter from the ADN quek... (ont many pl have the chance to take it from here.. heee

upcoming up next will be the JCI.. which will be starting in 14 july.. every one is stress up.. cleaning, stupid questions to answer, tidiness, rearranging of stuff and many more. plus on top of our regular workload that everyone alr has... just because of the renew of the JCI!!!! it so unfair!!! i think i am unlucky.. 14 july on shift (9-4.30) high risk group..arrggggg.......

gtg.. need some rest.. headache!!!!

peaceful life

dearest blog,
once again i am in here to update again.

recently just get my bonus but not that much la.. haha..
went to get and reward myself with a new lap top ($1499) at the PC show last 2 weeks ago.. cool rite.. now i got more space compare to my big big desktop. hee.. not only that, i too get four turtles in my room... they are so cute.. but wake me up everyday with the marbles that i place it with them.. so naughty but cute..

well, was not really in a good mood yesterday becos of a young boy. shall not talk much on the case but what i can say that the family and the friends will have a hard time. but i believe the hospital will have some support provided to them for the next few days.


according to the last blog,
he has not return to her yet. or should i say he has not make up his mind?
i dunno but one thing i know is that he is the reason now she and me are even closer than before. she did tell me the reason but does not want me to tell my parents. i having a hard time to handle them. there is once i really wanted to tell my mum as they keep guessin but somehow or rather i did not cos i dun wish to let my sister get more talkin from my parents, i believe she wants some rest and time off.... may god bless her

shall stop here alr.
time to clean and feed my 4 babies.
cheers
eileen

is it true?

dear blog,
i just return home from genting trip.
but when i just reached home, i heard of a shocking news.

MY SIS AND BONG HAS END!

8 years of relationship just gone like that? i dun believe it. i went into her room to have a long talk with her then i get to know the truth is because of a ger! AND WORSE! the ger is 31 YEARS OLD and is bong's MANAGER!!! i cried with her in the room....

when she asked me whether will he come back... i really got nutthin to tell her... but somehow or rather i feel it is 50 50 percent. i believe he too need some time for all these...

i also know the both of them(bong and sis) has plan something alr.
such as: 1. bangkok trip in 2 weeks time
2. night sarf. in 28/6/08 (after his reserves)
3. bong's birthday
4. their new creation chocolate cheese cake

BUT most imptly is :

WILL HE COME BACK????

lazy blog

Dearest blog,
just happen to log in today to update some new songs in my ipod and then to here. found out that my last update on u is on the march! that so long long ago! well.. that is only one word to describle it "LAZY"...

~work~
just finish my nite shift once again.. sitting at home in a corner of my room relaxin with some music on.. too tired to think or move... actually, i do enjoy my nite this time round, i get to know more about my seniors. We had lots lots of fun, teasing and disturbing each other.. cos of some particular reason(only ppl on nite shift on 12,13,14 knew)

*khee khee and li hoon.. i will remember how u two scare me by offin the light in the resus room! i will get my turn on u too..*

time to go out, shall update again..
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dept is no longer the same?

dearest blog,

finally finish my nite for this week, which mean my AL is coming.. hurray! one week break from work.. haha... Nowadays after CNY, dept is no longer a fun place to be at.. more and more pt comin in and staffs among each others are quarreling over small issue as more demands from the heads and public!

one incident: i am the P3 nurse on the last nite, the doc assigned to me is good but kinda of slow as he really go into detail of his pt, i am not saying that he is wrong but the waiting time is far to long for the P3... THE CLOCK WAS SHOWING 3 O'CLOCK AND THE 12 O'CLOCK PT WAS NOT SEEN YET! of cos, i will be stress! can u imagine the pt outside the waiting area questioning u! and worse, that nite, one of the regular is back! making a fool of himself, shouting and screamin at me! not only that, i really wonder when is the last time he had himself shower!

alrite back to the story, (pls bear in mind that the person i had quarrelled with is not the doc), as we all know that once we merge the P3 cases into the critical care, no number will be issue to the pt, but the P3 nurse or the doc himself will come out to the waiting area to call the pt into the critical care. THE PROBLEM IS: the P3 nurse is not the first person to see the pt, is the triage nurse outside! that nite,as usual, i went to called the pt 1 but there is no response from him.. so i called pt 2.. (when the P3 nurse called the pt, there is no reply, the next pt will be called and a try again call will be done later for the missed pt(3x only)) The next thing i know, the triage nurse stormed in and shouted into my face "U dun anyhow write no response! pt is outside sleeping and he is scolding me outside!" i, wasnt in the good mood after hearing it, shouted back at her that "how i know if he is sleeping or not! i did my job by calling him."

no point quarrellin with her(SEN) BUT I CAN TELL U, MY FACE IS DAMN BLACK THAN THE CHARCOAL.. i walked away.. from where i am standing, i could still hear her complaining to another staff nurse, haha... she must be insane! whoever hear, of cos, support me la! pt sleeping also not my fault.. i did went out to called him and worse, the doc himself is the one to write NR and called the pt too..

anyway, when my partner is back from her break, she quietly ask me wat happen and i told her, she is shocked to see me in this manner, usually i always appear with a smile on my face but that nite is as black as charcoal... ( both she and her are good friends) after telling her, i feel better!

the next moment, i know she came to say sorry to me! i was shocked but i told her is ok.. i walked away as i still need sometime off..

second story..
our senior sister is now lying on the hospital bed, fighting against cancer cells and pain from the fracture! she had a fall in the dept and then she found out that she had ca breast.. it is so hard for everyone of us to take it.. when we visited her yesterday, she could not even sit up straight! just 2 mths ago, she is standing there, teaching us Basic ECG, but now?

my heart really goes out to her, unlike the other sisters, she is one that i really respect as she really put herself in the junior shoes to think and work things out with us...

To Sister Teo,
may god and health be with u again! we really missed ur laughter in the dept and the motivation that you always had in u to keep us going..Pls PLs pLs.. get well soon!!!

wedding on the 8/3/08

Dearest blog,

Our Chong LiLi is finally married on the 8 of march this year! so surprise when i first receive the invitation card. They used to say that "Ai Ya, where got so fast".. haha, now we know they want to give all of us a surprise. anyway, the whole group of us(the SJAB) were late as that day was our zone 6 first aid com! Well, she too, from sjab, so she knew that sjab ppl from our side wont be early anyway. haha..

MAY HAPPINESS BE WITH U AND LAO DA FOREVER.. CHEERS!

coming up next this year, will have 2 more wedding!
1. alan and his future wife^sorri,cant remember her name^(oct)
2.mary and lao lao da (nov)

EiLeEn Is In pAIn!!!!!!!

dear blog..
i am now currently in pain.. the LA went off in a couple of hours ago.. the pain is so unbearable.. but i know if i dun remove it.. more trouble will come.. the wisdom tooth definitely hurt more than this if i dun remove it..

help... help.. i need more LA...arggggg....

how i wish that you can beside me rite now.. under ur care, i believe the pain will be lesser.. where are you? pls come back to me.. i really need you by my side now..

11/1/08

dearest blog,
how do u spent ur 31/12/07? a common question which i faced and asked alot of my friends.. this year i miss the crowds, the countin down in town and the full 10 mins fireworks. Not because i dun want to go but is that i got to work the nite shift. Was kinda of disappointed and sad, not the just that got to work but the bad memories of 31/12/06 flow into my mind.. watever it is, it has alr past.. wat can i say or do..

1/1/08 is my sleepin day, instead of going home to sleep.. thanks for accompany me to sentosa... i really love the beach .. lying there, sun tannin, chatting, ppl watch and more.. so much of tiredness are forgotten.. let do it again.. hahaha

plan for 2008?
1. complete my basic ecg course (one of the 10 selected in the dept to attend)
2. triage course(hope to complete by this year)
3. spent more time with long lost friends
4. save and earn more money for my degree (plannin in progress)

alrite.. shall stop here le..
gotta go wash up to go out..

signin out
eileen

nov 2007

dearest blog,

counting down the no. of days to dec.. cant wait for the calander to turn to 2 dec 2007 as it will be the day i am going genting with u, grandpa chen and Yuan jie.. cant wait to leave this place..

For me, life has not longer be fun anymore... work, sleep and eat.. nothing special unlike school days.. always lookin forward to off days when i can enjoy going out with u and the rest.. went to watch the "born to bee wild" with u, the father bee told the younger bee who has just grad from the school to choose his job carefully as once he choose, it will be a life time job.. it seem so for many of us in singapore... do i really choose the rite job? i like my working place but if i were to work there for my rest of my life.. will i be able to do it? i really dunno... maybe if i got a family to take care in future, i will learn from my seniors... to transfer to other dept like the SOC.. where i can work office hours.. and can have weekend off... cool rite?

after workin in the dept for the past 5 mths.. i know just having diploma is not enough.. therefore, i intend to take up part time degree next year with rong rong as we need to gain working experience first.. talk to u last nite, thanks for the support! i know u wont reject me in that de cos u always encourage me to study.. wee.. so happy!!!

not in the very good mood recently as i get to know that the PSP that my bro, leeson, borrowed from us has been stolen... i admit that i am both angry and disappointed...
angry--> cos everything inside is gone.. all the hard work that u make for me.. is all gone..
--> my bro lie to me that it is still in the house when it has alr kanna stolen in school.. he dare not tell us as he know that we will scold him..

disappointed --> disappointed with my bro in all his action.. i know he will pay us back a new set with his money but... everything wont be the same anymore.. dun he understand?

i know how u feel that night when u sms me... i do have the same feeling even until now.. so much that i keep cryin even with u ard me.. it really hurt me badly.. i promise not to lend it to my bro anymore... that it.. no using our PSP from now onward!

ur birthday is coming soon really dunno what to get u this year.. haiz... so headache..

superwoman?

dearest blog,
August is coming to the end soon, my checklist is yet to complete! how? everyday is busy, where got the time for us to get sisters to ascess us? they always not around!!! watever la.. still got sept to do it.. hope to finish it soon.. cant help thinking about it...

wat am i doing here? wait a min, i am not on MC but on nite shift today so it still kinda of early to go out now.. will get myself prepare later ba and will meet u for dinner before i go work.. that the promise rite? Talkin about nite shift, thank god sue is willingly to change with me.. that will allow me to have my weekend off.. haha..

but is that really off day for me?
1.wed to thur( 9-7.30)
2.thur-fri(9-7.30)
3.but fri, i promise to go collect ur new car at ubi.. then later in the evening got family photo taking at IMM.. then to work till Sat(9- 7.30)
4. Sat after work got zone 6 presentation day training at BHSS...

omg.. can i take it?
well,i am still young! go for it:)

super xin

MC.. gastric pro?

Dear blog..
why am i doing at home at this moment when i know i am suppose to be on morning shift? haha.. tha answer can only be one! i am on MC!!! had a terrible nite yesterday.. diarrhoea, vomittin and stomache.. all come at the same time.. hardly had enough sleep therefore decided to see a doc.. but the doc say is gastric problem? how can that be? well, watever it is, just grab this day to have a good rest..

hey hey hey, i didnt forget u! thanks for accompanyin me to the doc today.. really touched but is it due to the food that we ate yesterday? if so how come i get it only.. the rest of u guys didnt??? arrg...

NDP is coming... fireworks will be the highlight of the day.. anyone interested to catch it with me????

~sick xin~

Dearest blog,
it has been a long time since i last update on you..

~work~
my appeal has successfully approved on the 9/7/07 by ADN mdm tan.. thanks for listening to me and understand me..i will not let you down and will move towards my aim and goals.. once again many thanks to all the followin who are there for me at that period of painful time..
1. Aeron (thanks for lending me your shoulder.. oops.. i wet your shirt? sorrie...)
2. Qing Wei (thanks for lending me your hearin ear)
3. Hema, Sara, Xuan and latha (thanks for being there for me)

by the way, i have alr change into scub suit just like the staff in DEM.. everyday is a challenging day but life is really weak i could say.. pls do enjoy every moment.. :)

~grad~
yes yes yes... i grad from NYP le.. that day was a tiring day as i got work in the morning.. it was kinda of silly as i could see alot of us has alr fallen asleep due to the tired long day at work but wat to do.. we are being paid!!!! do take a look at my pic...

signing out
SN eileen ng

everything is coming...

Dearest blog,

i cant really describe my feeling to u rite now.. everything seem to be very tense up! izzit because 18 june 07 and 4 july 07 are coming? i know there are many supporters behind me but i have to go thru it myself.. be strong Eileen!

18 june 07 will be the day i am going to dress up in green uniform and to report to SGH.. and it is just one more week away from now.. will i be able to cope? i guess i will only get to know this answer when i start work.. really hope to get into DEM dept! **will get to know on the first day of work**

4 july 07 will be the day i am going to grad from NYP with my grad. gown on.. cool izzit? everyone has been looking forward for this very day.. haha..**excited mode**

anyway, i had dye my hair.. no longer black.. well, will have to stop SJAB activities for the time being due to hair colour.. haha.. what type of officer am i?

signing out..
eileen

Otc camp 07

Dearest blog,

has been busy with many things currently that y has not been updating u with stuff.. let me tell u slowly...

~work...SN~

everything seem to have confirm currently from all admin stuff to medical checkup and uniform taking.. right now is to stop and wait for the calender to turn to 18 june 07 :)

~OTC 07~

OTC 07 camp has come to the end from 26 may to 28 may 07 at Hometeam NS @ bukit batok.. near CDANS.. this camp i should say was not properly plan, evetything seem to be last min.. but was glad that everything turn out well..

The hike on the first day is a really challenge for everyone.. 13 hours of walk from campsite to places like bb nature park, little gulin, bukit timah hill and many others.. after the long hike, the committee(males only-->alr finish or still in NS.. females back to camp to settle tents) bring the whole course to have their "waking up" session.. this session is the session which every OTC has to go thru! it required teamwork from everyone in the course.. things we(trainers) wants to see.. walking in steps without timing but we want to have cheers, no one givin up with trainers by the side say "y do this to urself, give up now and everything has end!" haha.. i been thru it that y i know how they feel..

One mistake which i think the committee has make is that they send all females trainers(7 of us only) back to the campsite.. As appointed to be safely female officer for this camp, i decided to follow the ambulance back to the area.. upon reaching there, there are alr 5 sick chickens waiting for me to attend, the male safely officer was glad to see me there! haha.. i knew he need me!!!!

feelings--> sitting down here, recalling and writing some feedback on the trainees under me(OSCAR).. should i pass this trainee or should i fail this trainee? well.. their future is in my hands, be fair Eileen.. as for best trainee.. well, u and i know it well.. izzit?

alrite.. have upload some of the pic.. do enjoy!!!!

sign off

~tired xin~

~important dates to note~

Dearest blog,
~recieve the letter for some dates to SGH..~
1. 10 may 2007--> medical check up (arrg.. can i skip blood test? i hate the needles.. arrg!! wish u are there with me)

2. 11 may 2007--> uniform collection (haha.. finally get my green uniform)

3. 14 May 2007-->briefin on employment terms and documentation

lookin forward to get the uniform but nOt the medical check up.. haha


**what i want now, may not be easy to get or achieve.. but i believe that if i work hard for it,the chance will be there..**

signin out
xin
~miss u badly~